The opening of this year was not kind to me. Problems were everywhere; from school to family, and yet I managed to remain positive and just took everything as usual part of life.
This Friday I'll be starting my training at Convergys. I'll be working and and I'll be taking the challenges of this industry. I'll be working as a Customer Care Representative (CCR).
I am proud of myself. I am proud on the way I had my rebound when I sensed that one part of me (my studies) is not going to work anymore. I am proud that I was able to answer all the questions in my interviews. I am proud that I was able to pass all the examinations I took. I am proud that my back-up plans worked. I am proud because I 'feel' like I was alone in this battle and so far I'm doing good. I am proud that I can still boost my ego even if inside of me I feel so small. I just feel proud.
It really takes a lot of courage when you decide to stand on your own. It takes a lot of thinking when you need to decide especially for your self. It's hard but fulfilling. It is fulfilling to live your life when you have the control.
I have also realized how lucky I am to have great friends. Friends who are willing to listen, friends who know how to appreciate, friends who know how to make me smile, friends who support or contradict my crazy plans and friends who walk in whenever I feel that the rest of the world walks out.
Until now I am still uncertain if what I'm doing is correct or proper. I don't know the answers yet (I''ll find it soon.). I do have dilemmas. I may be juvenile, inexperienced and impulsive. But one thing for sure, I'm living my life, my own little life.
:-)love!
This Friday I'll be starting my training at Convergys. I'll be working and and I'll be taking the challenges of this industry. I'll be working as a Customer Care Representative (CCR).
I am proud of myself. I am proud on the way I had my rebound when I sensed that one part of me (my studies) is not going to work anymore. I am proud that I was able to answer all the questions in my interviews. I am proud that I was able to pass all the examinations I took. I am proud that my back-up plans worked. I am proud because I 'feel' like I was alone in this battle and so far I'm doing good. I am proud that I can still boost my ego even if inside of me I feel so small. I just feel proud.
It really takes a lot of courage when you decide to stand on your own. It takes a lot of thinking when you need to decide especially for your self. It's hard but fulfilling. It is fulfilling to live your life when you have the control.
I have also realized how lucky I am to have great friends. Friends who are willing to listen, friends who know how to appreciate, friends who know how to make me smile, friends who support or contradict my crazy plans and friends who walk in whenever I feel that the rest of the world walks out.
Until now I am still uncertain if what I'm doing is correct or proper. I don't know the answers yet (I''ll find it soon.). I do have dilemmas. I may be juvenile, inexperienced and impulsive. But one thing for sure, I'm living my life, my own little life.
:-)love!
love this one...just keep living it..somehow it all leads to to what you want naman eh..hindi na importante kung hindi gusto ng iba ung gnagawa mo..the important thing is you wanted all the things that happened..and trust that i wont walk out on you pag lahat sila tumalikod..drama dba? :)):)) hugs!
ReplyDeletecourageuos gurl :)
ReplyDeletegoodluck sa training :)
show proper attitude, yun lang malaking part na sa pagpasa mo sa training nila :)
super thank you to the both of you..i truly appreciate you for being here for me..
ReplyDeletegrabe! you are a big part of this.. :-)